God, my heart, mind and soul are so weary. I feel like it is one step forward, two steps back. I love my son so much, I know that You do too. We both are sad for what is happening. While I cannot change my son, I pray that he will want to change himself. I am so proud of the progress that he has made. I will cry and worry, but Lord, please forgive me, because I am a Mother and I love my Son. I know You know this. Please help me to accept this situation with a heart that knows my son will one day have peace. This, I believe. Amen